Hi there…. Ummm… It’s precisely 3.30 a.m. in my clock right now and I am going through a feeling of euphoria right now… Imagine staying awake till this late and sneaking off from the bed to blog around on my Nokia E90. Yes boss, you are reading it correct… After confessing about the rented laptop, I fear for my hair (of course, not life)…. What if I get tonsured! Hahaha…
Bending the rules is so much fun… And when Bhavin does it, it ought to be different. Well, inspite of being warned by my parents and elders not to watch movies in this holy festival, I sneaked off to watch Rock On! Man… What a movie… How the hell could I miss it! It’s so much like Dil Chahta Hai… I don’t wish to write the review or the synopsis of the story but I have to make a confession, it really tried to break my stone heart… And I would be honest… It was partially successful… (Well… Capricorn you see… I feel it hard to digest that I actually cried. I could feel the lump in my throat…)
Man! Life was so much normal… till I saw this movie… But that doesn’t mean that the movie was bad… Boss, I give it a 4 star rating… I mean… life was so normal. I had no motive or aim in life… That’s why I just took my life as it went… But suddenly, I feel life being so mechanical, so suffocative and so confusing… Being an introvert person, my life revolved around only a few selected friends… School life didn’t teach me the meaning of friendship, as hardly anybody liked my company. Hahaha. But I have no regrets about it! I was the best bet for being a laughing stock in my school. So to be honest, I never had people around me who could have set an example of friendship in my life… And I thank them… Had they not done like this, I wouldn’t have been able to distinguish between friends and ‘true’ friends…. (If my schoolmates read this, they are going to bay for my blood… I guess I am used to their tactics…)
And then, the golden period of my life came… college days… where I found best of friends… Adam, Eve, Hum, Tum, Kavi, Kris, Miss India… Time passed and we drifted apart, delved and got crushed in our own lives…
What I realise today is, though I still have these people around me but we aint looking like a group anymore… You can call it clashes of ego or battle of self respect or whatever… But I realise that no individual is bigger than a team and no friend is bigger than a group…
I wished I could have explained them about it… But, I guess I was one of the people who tried to wash out the dirty linen in public… Hum always said, “He never pelts stone on other people’s houses who has a hut of glass… He never preaches who never practices… And he never advices who never follows it…” I realise his meaning today… Cut the confession…
Guys.. if you are reading this… Sorry for all the lies that I said, sorry for all the wrong things that I did and sorry for spoiling the meaning of friendship… But just one request… Let’s get united again… Let’s create the same old Magik again… And finally… Let’s Rock On…
Nothing much more to write… It’s 4.30 am… I guess Mom has woken up… Got to sneak back to my bed… See you…
Bugs.